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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:48:21 GMT

yayz promos is over wheeeee:) so now huangcheng lessons/meetings and projectwork take up the bulk of post promo schedule, & of course time aside for my dearly missed fwends:)

School has been funny as usual, the breakfast family likes to amuse themselves by watching me play cooking mama, hahahahaha but i managed to catch the meat pattys successfully :D and waifoon is a cooking mama! Cool that pigs like her can cook right:)

My birthday is spent with swensen surprises, hugeeee icecream cakes, fake stomachaches and lovely presents (getting sprayed with whipped cream comes as a bonus) :) photos are still with wc i'll post them asap k:)

Jiemin says:

HI JOCELYN

NONONO SO NORMAL

HI DUMB EX PARTNER

I MISS YOU

HEHEHEHE

sheesh I miss st nicks, really ):

confusion is the best progression

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:13:13 GMT

Been feeling oddly out of place in life's jigsaws, pieces seem to fit but somehow rough ends are jutting out. I dont know how to place the feeling into words either but it just feels rly weird altogether. Its not happiness nor sadness. Not reality nor a facade. Not changing but not stagnant either. Hmm guess I'm just in a very volatile period now.

Updates!
Rashomon @ drama centre was breathtakingly awsm, every movement, every word, every moment of silence was worth remembering. Haha 投稿's on wed, hope everything turns out fine. Afterall the efforts put into meeting every single day(literally) for the sept holidays should pay off (:

Today was a great day spent, meeting my favourite to watch silly drama serials trekking all over amk unproductive studying self-claimed girlfriends thankyouuu for everything for being there for constantly texting me once in a while to catch up reminding me how impt I am for being silly and stupid for teasing me for showing me everything's changing so much but our friendship hasnt changed one bit these five years for loving me as a friend so thats why I love you tooo <3

Sunday saw another studying session @ cityhall starbucks with hot chocolate and java chip and a friend i've not met for four years, its was really nice knowing that your existence actually occupies a part of someone's mind all along, even if you've not kept in touch for so long (:

GEMS Iceskating was funnn (: although wf the pig kept making rounds around the iceskating rink then grabbing me from behind to scare me! i'm not bad alrd kay i could skate a little considering i've never had such experience in my life :D

Promos revision is sorta on track, but i'm still lagging behind so i've gotta work harder. Visualize, Actualize. Jiayouuuuuu for promos everyone! (:

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:24:45 GMT

想法加上衝動會變成甚麼?
很久沒有感覺到這麼興奮了(:

people
things
life
everything is becoming so uncertain :/
how I wish sometimes someone would be there.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 00:36:29 GMT

They say setbacks and pressure make us stronger.
I agree
Stay strong, stay motivated.

因为爱很久所以我都懂

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 09:24:06 GMT

Hppy birthday fatty bombbomb and samuella (:

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 05:59:42 GMT

Life is a maze and love is a riddle
this pretty much sums up my life so far. It found me on mtv, rlyrly good song, go hear it (:
mhmm grades are kinda expected but still kinda disappointing.
must start piaaaaaaaaaing now!
on the other hand, practice ytd was good. my hands were steady (:

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 11:36:09 GMT

我認為
一段感情
感覺比條件重要.
太多太多的時候
我們是否忘了
希望和期望不是一樣的.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 11:25:02 GMT

Wanchuu's smashing 17 :)

Pigcow feat. her staircase bob hair :D

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something funny I recalled.
Sis: Hi, can you come back earlier today?
J: What for?
Sis: I watched a horror movie, I scared ):
J: Scared of?
Sis: I scared got blood come out of the water ):
MERLYN KOH STOP STALKING MY BLOG!!!

Mhmm I shall sum up my life so far in four sentences (:
The one who is fearful is sensitive.
The one who is sensitive is overrated.
The one who is overrated is ignorant.
The one who is ignorant is blessed.
Or maybe I have been getting too paranoid nowadays.

For one more day

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 09:36:37 GMT

What if we lost the chance forever to tell someone what we felt all along?
What if we had one more day?

Was rereading For one more day by Mitch Albom on the way out ytd. Amazing author that weaves simple morals into simple stories, morals so simple yet what many people can never comprehend until it morphs into a regret. There's so many things to be grateful for, yet gratitude is often sidelined, forgotten. I must definitely learn to be more contented with life. Mmm reading makes me happy :)

Rants

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 13:40:52 GMT

sorry for the frustrations, I just needed somewhere to vent gahh.

1. I havent been up to my usual standards, esp for blocks this year. I dont even have motivation to mug D:
2. Stayed back in the guitar studio for 4 hours today to catch up for lack of practice but all exam pieces are either not smooth in transition or I just cannot play it expressively enough. And my wrist isnt helping ):